God's test for me this week:
TO LOVE THE UNLOVABLE!!!
i hate it when such tests come
i'm not supposed to hate it
cos i know it'll help me mould my character and stuff.
BUT!
these tests are all so hard!
they challenge my faith
my character
my EVERYTHING!
to love the unlovable
i'm suppose to love someone that i don't even like.
i've no idea how to do that.
close one eye?
try to see the good things in that person?
oh man.
help!
back to school tmr.
the only thing i'm looking forward to is playing netball and meeting with all my friends again. THAT'S IT!
i'm dreading the studying part TOTALLY.
third term of sec4 year
just tell me how stressful it'll get.
teachers will start rushing their butts out to finish the syllabus and get on with revisions and MORE TESTS
the stress of prelims will be coming up.
and that's just the appetiser
O LEVELS is the main course.
gosh.
i'm gonna pray HARD today for God to give me loads and loads and LOADS of strength
cos i really need it to survive this year.
if there wasn't Os
i really won't mind going back to school tmr.
so you should get the point.
IT'S THE OS!
OH WELL (:
i think christina aguilera's gonna be my new idol soon
she has just such an amazing voice
and especially since she's back looking much CLEANER
i prefer the clean her
like ex-britney
anyhow
her new single has her flaunting her powerful vocals of course
"AIN'T NO OTHER MAN"
i'm so impressed by her pipes.
WOAH!
and her style's really different now that she's back.
more of a jazz christina
instead of her r&b image.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY!!!
i tried calling you this morning but you didn't pick up!
so i could only resort to messaging.
anyway, you're officially declared my WHATEVER partner.
and not forgetting the hand sign of course
HAHA
love you loads sweetie babe (:
hope bra does stuff to you tmr back in school
i'll be laughing at the sides!
i sent 500+2 messages this month!
i'm so sad :(
my bill hasn't come,
but i've a message counter in my phone.
i was SO determined to keep it at 500 flat,
but i got so excited wanting to message someone happy birthday,
that i ended up messaging her :(
and i replied crystal's message also.
ARGH!
why 500+2?
oh well
i still have next month to try!
in the meantime till my bill comes
i'm calling to reply messages!
i really hope i won't be late for school later.
waking up in exactly six hours time.
six hours is so not enough!
i always slept till 10am the past few weeks.
i'm so dead :(
but at least i've a rooster dad!
okay, it sounds wrong.
i meant that he wakes up at FIVE AM every morning to pray
WHICH IS ONE THING I WANT TO LEARN FROM HIM TOO!
he has been doing it for the past donkey years.
i'm put to shame i ell you :(
anyhow, my dad will be able to wake me up later!
i hope (:
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Great is the Lord, God Almighty!