my goodness. i was seriously dreading the coming of this day, but it has come! i always thought that i had a way with people and that i'll be able to handle her, but this proved me wrong. i can't believe that an individual has the ability to put so much stress on me! and this stress is weighing me down so much, so much that i can't even breathe now. i worry for her everyday and about my own reputation. i shouldn't be feeling this way, but i'm human! i expected this day to come, but at least not so soon! i need help from God. thinking of this whole thing gives me the creeps. makes me break down.
last week's IN enlightened me so much. after reading the article on tourism and hotel management stuff, i've never been so sure about my career than this. it suddenly dawned on me that wanting to be a journalist was a pursuit of the past. the journalism passion stayed for only awhile until the end of primary school. but i always thought that i still wanted to be a journalist, but i realised not. i realised that my passion is very much for people, dealing with people etc. so i'll like to make it my profession. i could of course become a teacher but the passion long died down cos kids this days are way too spoilt. and i realised that working in a hotel, i could deal with different kinds of people from different walks of life from different parts of the world. way cool huh? so i really hope to go somwhere around this line. i feel so much happier now that i've settled down on what i want to do next time already. cos i kept worrying this past few years that i've not really decided on what i want to do next time and it might be too late by the time i go to jc or something.
we had a real match today against kc. thank God that He helped me through my shooting today cos i was really off minutes before the match. i had so much butterflies in my stomach the whole morning cos i was really worried about the match. tk played really well during the first two quarters but we played really badly during the third and fourth quarter. we could definitely have shot in my goals but it was such a ding dong match once the third quarter started. the team especially me had much unhappiness over the game cos of a certain someone whom i shall not mention here. but i made history in netball today: AN UMPIRE STOPPED AN ONGOING MATCH COS OF ME AND I WASN'T EVEN PLAYING ON COURT! to think salesmen always say that customers are always right. my goodness. a big thank you to all the supporters who came down to support TK (:
i can't believe that some students and even teachers in TK think that TK netballers are proud and complacent just cos we often win our opponents with wide margins. like seriously, what's their problem? understand the game of netball and you guys will know why! one thing i really hate is for people to accuse me of something i didn't do or am not, which is why i'm really angry about his matter. each and every single TK netballer knows the consequences of being complacent in a match which is why we always aim to win with a wide margin so that our chances will be higher and we won't be involved in any goal difference stuff and all. all these people who accuse us of this should just check out the games. why don't the other sports ccas win with a wide margin? it's cos they've a maximum score to reach! but it's different for netball. the scores for netball is unlimited. ever heard of a score of 120-68? it happened to a national team. so is that called proud and complacent? your answer will probably be no since they're a national team. so you guys out there, check our your facts and get them right first before you even accuse someone of something. winning a match with a wide margin is definitely not easy. we've trained so hard for the past years, especially the seniors, can't we just achieve something with our scores and not let our tough trainings go down the drain?
anyhow, TK netball will continue to work hard all the way to the finals. we believe in ourselves and know that we can all do it together as one team. WE GOT SPIRIT WE GOT MIGHT! COME ON TK FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! that's the spirit of a true TK netballer (:
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Great is the Lord, God Almighty!
