haven't been coming online the past two days cos i was busy mugging for emaths spring test (which still hasn't come!) and chem ca (which was really bad). so i shall blog about sunday first. had cell early in the morning at 9.30am. van came at 9am but lucky i woke up early that day. then the rest came rather on time for the first time. haha. so we started everything as usual but of course we were on schedule. had worship led by pau who wore a skirt once again -shakes head- haha. and we played the thumb game! this game always reminds me of my juniors and how did almost made my whole hand swollen. but the good thing about playing in the cell's that we're not violent people so we don't resort to slapping hands as a forfeit. heh. and once again like in every game, caro- lost! haha. i don't know if it's plain saboness or pure coincedence but she just ALWAYS happens to lose every cell game. haha. after that we had word in two separate cells. (TKGS 2! haha. yes cheryl. i'm proud of the 2!) and after that was announcements and that's the part when i got real hyper and excited cos it was about bite race. i'm really excited for it not just cos of the ipods but cos i know many of my friends who love races (people like XIAOXIANTAN! and netballers too who love challenges.) would want to come! yeah! BITE RACE ROCKS! and people like nonnon and shuhui would love it even more cos they can eat! haha. pigs! anyway, after cell those who could stay back stayed back to plan for cell outing. we ALMOST and i mean really ALMOST planned to go to wild wild wet already (screams sheryl and tian) but due to some stuff we cancelled it out but of cos we came up with a much better plan. we'll be having a potluck party at rachel's house! and not forgetting swimming too! haha. gonna be so much fun. the planning was already full of joy and laughter so i bet the day will be just great :) then joylau came over from er piano lesson and we went online to search for the church opening song which she's going to sing to and i'm going to dance to! (as in the ROYAL dancers going to dance to, not me alone. heh) really excited for that day to come. and guess what. God has made a way! round2 of pesta sukan's not on 20th august anymore means i'll be able to go for church opening AND pesta sukan! yeah! after that the both of us went to queensway to shop for my training shoes. walked round and round and i was getting really worried cos time was running out and i still couldn't find my shoes! and alas i found it and i'm really satisfied with it cos i got it at a good deal and it's really nice. (jan drools...) thanks lau! anyway, then me and lau had the sudden urge to go try on guys jeans cos we got a little inspired by our dear friend ning. so we went to a few shops to try it out. and lau was obviously being her poser and ego self once again. but the cuttings were like so girlish so we gave up. oh. while on the train towards queensway me and lau talked about alot of stuff. and of course there were really funny and embarrassing scenes that happened to us (what's new. something always happens when we both go out). and we saw beverly from singapore idol. she looks so tall on tv but she's actually shorter then me. oh man. and i suddenly remembered. (in the american accent)CHANGE ALLEY! hahaha.
on MONDAY i went to school and got a big shock cos someone reminded me that i had english oral after school which i totally forgot. but it wasn't really a panicky situation or anything cos it's ENGLISH so it isn't that bad. the tester was miss lau and she's really cool. her smile's really encouraging and it motivated me to talk with more confidence :) i think i did pretty okay cos she looked pretty satisfied. then i rushed down to the court for training and thank God the weather wasn't killing. we did many new and exciting drills. haha. the nicest to watch was the one where we had to run through the lines when people were throwing the balls. the drill almost cost the heads of shuhui and nah. haha. then in the other new drill miss chen seemed angry with a few of us but i also don't know why. and i think she doesn't like me too cos i talk alot during training. oops. i can't help it. i's my way of bonding i guess. heh. at least i'm serious when it's my turn to play. heh.
about TODAY! met shaofang, nah and nonnon outside school early in the morning and we had a beating head session that was totally so lame. and the moment we sat at the court everyone took our their chem mole notes and started studying. we were all obviously so unprepared. i mean hello? it's like mole you know? i don't think more than 10% of us were more than prepared. and obviously everyone died after the test and this is one test which i'm so confident of failing. i had no time at all to do calculations for the mcq questions so five minutes before the paper ended i just started filling the blanks with any letters at random. it was my only hope. if i pass that section it's seriously favour from God cos i don't even expect to pass it at all. so all the double science classes were groaning away about the test during recess and all the triple science classes were commenting about how the test was SO EASY. there's the gap. a big one in fact. after recess it was finally my group's turn for english drama performance. punchy kept complaining about my skirt which was so not short cos i DON'T wear short skirts. but on the whole everything went pretty well except that we didn't know we had to tell the teacher that we scraped a scene and that cue card weren't allowed. but i don't really care. it's all over anyway. and after school was chinese o level oral! my goodness. eveyrthing was bad, bad, bad. i totally screwed my oral. i think i'm going to retake next year cos i don't think i'll do well enough. haish. the topic's are seriously getting harder and hadrer as the days go by so all the best to all those who haven't taken your oral (this is not meant as a discouragement by the way). and the two testers didn't look like teachers at all! the way they sat was so sloppy! their heads resting on their chin. elbows and half the body lying on the table and all. i bet they aren't from a good school. and i asked the teacher to repeat her question and she gave me this "what's your problem" look and slapped her forehead. i'm like 'what? hello? MY TEACHER said that it was okay to ask the tester to repeat the question ONCE! not like i asked her to repeat for the fifth time or something" argh. and i screwed the last part of my reading. everything was so nice and smooth UNTIL that four words which i totally stumbled and stoned. argh. english oral's fun but definitely not CHINESE. at least xian and punchy were there to giv me support and spoke with me in chinese all the way till our turns came. it was a good preparation actually. heh.
okay. i'm suppose to go for this obs profiling session thing after school which i'm totally not interested and excited in and obs-crazy people like steph even bothered to postpone her oral just to go for it -faints- i don't even know what it's about and it sounds like some survey session ONCE AGAIN. argh.
i dreamt of him the night before, passing away, literally, passing away. it felt so real, so vivid, like it was really happening to me. i woke up, crying, on the thought that i had lost him forever. i thought of the way i had treated him in the past. i thought of how i could never say a simple, sorry, to him. but i awoke and was back to reality. it was all just a dream. even so, the whole thought stayed with me throughout the whole day, and even now, it's still constantly at the back of my mind.
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Great is the Lord, God Almighty!
