so excited for church nxt wk. we gona dance wf tamborine! n mayb tiaZzZ n jan comin! jan will probably go gaga ovr all d tamborine steps. lol. but d songs goin to b sung lyk all tiaZzZ duno leh. haha. too bad! no history maker for her. so gtg for prac tis wed n thurs. gona b so tired aft trg on thurs summore last trg b4 PS. shuying's bdae comin. we gona go her hse on sun n we r all prepared to b amazed n to haf loads of fun fun fun!!!
had trg last thurs. rongzhen said we were much betta but passes n all still blah blah. haish. gettin a lil worried. nxt thurs gona b d last trg b4 PS n we dun even noe our PS grpins! waz tis?! i nid to get mentally prepared n all but where got tym? last yr we knew d grps very early so we trained in our grps so we wud noe each others strengths n weaknesses n all. but tis yr?! CRAP! i dun wana lose so badly agn lyk last yr. actually jrs r in a worser state den us but i'll rather worry for ourselves firz. but cant deny d fact tt i'm still quite excited for it. heh. reminder to myself: prac shots if i dun wana malu myself on PS!!!
had chi tui wf tiaZzZ ytd. firz tym din wana fall aslp in claz cuz was too worried abt failin ting xie. den me n tiaZzZ were tokin n tokin n tokin n tokin. luffin n luffin n luffin n luffin. get my pt.? haha. n juz realised tt my chi standard is really lan! so wat if i'm higher chi student. i cant even speak proper chi nw. i cant speak a full sentence of chi wfout sum addition of eng words. i'm gettin real worried. chi test is comin up. oral is comin up. i really dun wana fail. i betta start speakin more chi n not hate chi so much. its still my mt neway. haish. n ytd'd ting xie i duno lyk 90%! rest is obviously copied. oops! feel so shi bai. betta go si du my chi if i really wana pass tis thurs' test. all d best to me..
no one told me had cg ytd! nvm..
been driftin away frm him tis days. i really wana draw closer to him but i'm juz too lazy to. -prays- really feel lyk juz givin up. i nid to tok to jan nw!!!
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