havin runny nose nw. hate it! its lyk SO irri. grr. feel lyk slpin but shall type sum impt stuff firz.
juz realised sth frm ytd (streamin briefin). if my mum cared more abt my studies n watched me more, i'll b doin much betta den nw. she always has tis mentaility frm when i was young tt i'm super independent n tt she can juz care abt my bro's studies n not really care abt mine since she trusts tt i can handle everytink by myself. she tinks tt i'm still as hardworkin as i was in pri sch, when she practically saw me cryin thru d nyt cuz i cudnt finish my hw by d nxt day. she juz doesnt understand tt i'm no more liddat! other ppl muz tink i'm crazy but i want my mum to bother more abt my studies! i want her to sit bside me when i do my work or study. i want her to ask me how much i got for my tests. i want her to scold me when i'm not doin well. juz cant stand it when she's too soft to me sumtyms. i juz dun haf tt PUSH to study anymore. its lyk i'm juz studyin cuz i haf to. tis cant kip up. streamin is nearin. i seriously nidta do well. aft streamin briefin ytd, was so happy when my mum said 'u really haf to work hard if u want to get in...' i suddenly had tt PUSH i was wantin for a very long tym. since last yr. even b4 i came here online, i made sure i finished all my work firz. it feels gd to b smart n hardworkin. may i do well for streamin! -prays-
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